I love listening to my mom play panio it’s like she forgets all the cares in the world she has and jus each pain, thought and problem goes away with each sound the keys make. Shes amazing and my hero :))
yesterday was four years since i lost one of the only men that ever meant anything to me, and its funny cause its only been four years, it feels like a lifetime. my grandpa meant everything to me and was the foundation that kept my somewhat crazy family together. Now that he’s gone, I feel so distant from my family, i love them none the less but i feel very distant from them. its like we all just fell apart from each other and that hurts more than anything. four years. it breaks my heart the same as it did the day he died. and it some weird way i dont wish i could see him one last time or have him tell me he loves me, four years has been hard enough, i cant imagine seeing him and then trying to get through another four years. at first i remember being so upset and hurt and i blamed god some as to why did he take my wonderful and amazing grandpa away from me, but then the more i thought and prayed, i realized it wasnt fair of me to blame god, my grandpa was finally in a place where he worked his whole to get, which was home. and i know that he’s much happier now and as much as i love and miss him, i’ll see him again one day :)
rest in peace grandpa spurlock<3
you’ve never left me because you’ll always be in my heart.
Are you on your period? Is your bra pink? Do you enjoy wearing dresses? Who did you spend most of your time with last night? Last nonrelative you hugged? What is your least favorite Sour Patch Kids color?
Have you made out with anyone in the last 2 weeks?
Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?
i did about two hours ago.
Has a boy ever called you babe/baby?
Are your toe nails painted pink?
Are you in love with a boy?
i believe so.
Do you have more than 1 best friend?
yea just three tho.
Has someone ever called you beautiful?
Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
i hope so.
Are you wearing short shorts?
not wearing one.
Ever had a boy best friend?
yess! his name is rj & i love him.
Are you tan?
pasty white tan :)
Do you wear a lot of makeup?
sometimes. depends on the occasion.
wearing one now!
Are you a slut?
i used to be, somewat of one. not anymore tho.
Do you straighten your hair often?
Do you want a boyfriend?
im happy with what i have now :)
Is your best friend the funniest person you know?
lol yes they are.
Have you ever kissed the same sex?
Are you waiting for someone?
father sleep to make me sleepy.
Last MySpace message you received?
Does anyone hate you?
i could care less but im sure theres a few.
What are you up to this weekend?
weekends about over but i spent it with my favorite people :)
Are you happy with life?
very much so.
mom and dad
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on the situation.
Did you cry today?
Are you a jealous person?
no not really.
Do you like to make the first move?
Do you miss anyone?
very much so.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
umm he annoys me. end of story.
Kiss with eyes open or closed?
What’s most stressing right now?
What are you drinking?
Who was your last call from?
What would you do if you had a time machine?
nothing cause i dont need one, my past is my past its over with.
Whose car did you last drive in?
Are you wearing pajamas?
List three things you’ve consumed today?
pizza, sub, and eggs.
The last song you listened to was?
next to you // chris brown
Would you sing the song you are listening to in public?
Where is the furthest place you have been from home?
Have you ever had Fiji water?
Do you like mashed potatoes?
Are your nails long or short?
Is there anyone getting on your nerves right now?
Any concerts coming up that you want to go to?
Have you ever seen No Booty Calls on YouTube?
Who last sent you something via mail?
my brother wrote me :)
Are you your best friend’s best friend?
yes, i believe so
Have you ever seen the movie Matilda?
How long has it been since you have been to a concert?
Is there anyone you are willing to take a bullet for?
Do people underestimate you?
all the time
What was the last thing you searched online for?
What is for dinner?
How are you different today than you were yesterday?
just more tired.
What is the last gift you received?
umm a watch :)
Do you have a lot of tshirts?
Are you on your period?
Is your bra pink?
Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
Who did you spend most of your time with last night?
Last nonrelative you hugged?
What is your least favorite Sour Patch Kids color?
Do you like bread crust or do you prefer it cut off?
im not really a fan of crust
What is your favorite lunch meat?
Have you ever driven while drunk/intoxicated?
lol ive never driven sober.
Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectedly turned up pregnant?
What do you do to pass the time when you’re a passenger on a long car journey?
sleep or listen to music.
How often would you say you updated your Facebook status?
daily. along with twitter.
It’s pouring with rain and you don’t have anywhere you need to be; how do you spend your day?
creeping on facebook :)
How often do your family go out for meals?
every now and then.
Would your parents trust you to stay home alone for a week while they went away?
What were your favorite things to do as a child?
i went fishing a lot with my dad.
Do you find it easy to open up to people about your past?
depends really on the person, ive built a lot of walls tho.
If you were shopping with your best friend, and they pick an outfit that was completely unflattering would you tell them?
Do you prefer using air conditioner or having the windows down when you’re driving on a hot day?
Is it easy to embarrass you, or are you one of those people who just plays things off?
eh i dont really care what people think of me. most of them dont matter anyway
Are you comfortable going shopping or to the movies with your parents?
Do you have a favorite movie soundtrack?
the soundtrack to when it rome is pretty up there for me.
How old were you when you met your first love?
Are you taking this survey in a place other than your home?
Your last ex finds out you’ve fallen in love with another person?
i could care less what that piece of shit thinks :)
What is the last non alcoholic beverage you had?
berry something juice :)
Do you like bread crust or do you prefer it cut off?
I don’t care about you? I beg to differ, actually. I might not care in the way you want me to, but I care. I learned my lesson and I got over you. People might disagree with me, but they think that since I cared about you so much, that I just can’t let you go like that. But I did, and the way I know that I am completely over you, is because yes, I thought about breaking up with him for you, but I didn’t feel that pull like I usually felt. I felt like it would be a mistake. I felt like if I chose you over him, I would have regretted it more than I regret you, and I couldn’t handle that to be honest. That night that you told me you made a mistake, I’ve never cried like that before. I didn’t cry hard, and I didn’t get angry, but I sat there and felt a pain that I’ve never felt before. I’m not going to give you my heart again. I’ve built this wall around myself, but only to keep you out and I’m sorry but it’s going to stay that way. I can tell you’re trying to change my mind, but I’m not budging. I’m not giving you second thought and I won’t let him go for you.